I Mean...WTF?!?!?!

Running sooooooooooo bad...lost my roll today. Lost the first 3/4 of it on some sick shit i mean i dont even know what people are doing and how it working but wtf. Then obv tilted away the rest although still didnt get it in any situations where i was crushed. Then tried to get some T$ with the 280 fpp hyper turbo sattys. Wow im goign insane lost A5 to 89, A9 to A5, JJ to K7. Then in the last one i did 3 people left two get tickets. Me and button have same amount then there is a big stack and im in BB. Button shoves A5 and beats big stacks QQ so i dont get a ticket right there, then im in BB with KK big stack shoves i call and lose to 87. Not just running bad by losing my own hands but having other people suck out to make me lose. Definitely gonna take a break till the weekend and play the VIP tourneys and the Joe Cada tourney. Still have enough fpps for a sunday mill satty so gonna try that out too. Till then gonna try not to break anything im so fucking mad right now and gonna be playing ball all week.